For the tarot, this day, my reply.
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because everything you thought u knew about everything that you think you know about me . . . .
because nothing that you think i was experiencing was i actually in my perspective experiencing . . . .
because the moment we allow ourselves to be wholly open to the christ we do just become a fragment . . . .
because it doesn’t matter what happens next, if they aren’t shooting, chances are you get a new life and get to try again . . . .
Keep It Simple Smartie #findNikiV
Even if i was working on the most important thing in the world, the most scientifically advanced developments or the next best lipstick color or new band that is about to take the world by storm, that does not give this life a purpose that is meaningful in the context of this very vast cosmos.
Even if i do the best job I can and have the best child in the world and she does the most amazing things we do here on planet earth that still does not, it seems to me, to be a reason to justify the perpetual energy we put forth just to survive and have life on this planet. In the grand cosmos view of things, surely, this human experience we know here right now, like typing this thought out, has more to offer the universe than this?
Even if I think all this is futile and pointless, I’ll still keep trying until my daughter says I don’t have to help her future find a meaning more honoring of the cosmos than this human experience.
Really, why has earth spawned life at all?
truth be told, there’s no need to live
there’s no place that must be seen
there’s no thing that must be done.
oh, sure, we are born.
we are raised however we may have been
we go to school, we learn things, we do things
yet we have no real need to live
we merely do.
at some point, everything we do in life becomes just what we do.
sometimes we enjoy it, other times we’re frustrated
other times ____________ [fill in the blank with the emotional reality du jour]
basically, we have experiences to fetch and tend to emotional feelings derived from those experiences we choose.
there is no need to live
we live to write a story whether we pen a single word or not
the truth that those stories actually have any meaning is irrelevant
under even the best of circumstances because the context is created
by all the rest of us giving context, import and veracity to the stories as being important.
they are not, important, not at all.
there is no need to live.
so why do we live?
i don’t know, really, i think its just our autonomic systems are hellified creations of a story bigger than these one’s we create by amusing ourselves until our autonomic system finally fails and we are relieved of this duty, and hopefully that bigger picture has a reason for us to live even if we don’t really actually have one.
i really seriously wonder why we submit ourselves to this existence.
this “life” is just not fun — its mean and its cruel and its fully of liars and bullies.
it is not fun in any way when you think about that which is being done.
and there is really no need for me to live in this reality.
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