Sometimes, when life is overwhelming, I look for help for random sequences of symbols to help me make sense of the story of my own life.
The seemingly painful part of the journey to find love is the truth that, “IS what one actually wants?”, is the actual question we seek to answer.
We all may have equality in love if we want to have and receive equality in love. Knowing what that means for the self is truly the most important thing to learn on any earth journey I’ve experienced to exist here on earth.
Once we find equality in the self, we find it in one another naturally.
Be in love. We meet and occupy together this planet in our extremities of connections. <3nikiV
For the tarot, this day, my reply.
ListeningNow to unueberlegt | Erinnerungen by unueberlegt #np on #SoundCloud
because everything you thought u knew about everything that you think you know about me . . . .
because nothing that you think i was experiencing was i actually in my perspective experiencing . . . .
because the moment we allow ourselves to be wholly open to the christ we do just become a fragment . . . .
because it doesn’t matter what happens next, if they aren’t shooting, chances are you get a new life and get to try again . . . .
Keep It Simple Smartie #findNikiV
in the “land of the free”
even if we are practicing like the Nazis did I’m sure before they started doing it for real and taking people away . . . maybe if we get good enough at it, we can fill the FEMA camps?
truth be told, there’s no need to live
there’s no place that must be seen
there’s no thing that must be done.
oh, sure, we are born.
we are raised however we may have been
we go to school, we learn things, we do things
yet we have no real need to live
we merely do.
at some point, everything we do in life becomes just what we do.
sometimes we enjoy it, other times we’re frustrated
other times ____________ [fill in the blank with the emotional reality du jour]
basically, we have experiences to fetch and tend to emotional feelings derived from those experiences we choose.
there is no need to live
we live to write a story whether we pen a single word or not
the truth that those stories actually have any meaning is irrelevant
under even the best of circumstances because the context is created
by all the rest of us giving context, import and veracity to the stories as being important.
they are not, important, not at all.
there is no need to live.
so why do we live?
i don’t know, really, i think its just our autonomic systems are hellified creations of a story bigger than these one’s we create by amusing ourselves until our autonomic system finally fails and we are relieved of this duty, and hopefully that bigger picture has a reason for us to live even if we don’t really actually have one.
i really seriously wonder why we submit ourselves to this existence.
this “life” is just not fun — its mean and its cruel and its fully of liars and bullies.
it is not fun in any way when you think about that which is being done.
and there is really no need for me to live in this reality.
tell the best stories.
love stories are best told in retrospect.
retrospecting the future is called a projection, and for that you need light.
and i have learned, sometimes its not good to let your light shine all in one place at one time.
i don’t quite understand that reality, i mean, i do understand what i just wrote and what that means, yet i do not understand why that is our reality because it shouldn’t have to be. imagine, what if we all did shine as brightly as possible all the time, whenever we wanted? i bet we wouldn’t have congress debating internet stuff again or #fuqafukushima would never have been thought of except as the bar of a first date in a really really really great syfy movie where in the midst of all this zombie apocalyptic shit going on, jesus came again — seriously, he was right there the whole time, right in YOUR own heart because that’s where he lives, right? you just haven’t let him shine out in the love, tolerance and compassion you KNOW he has for you.
oh, my. #BlackLivesReallyMatter or they do not. do something different this summer, why don’t you take a road trip to the “Show Me” state, Missouri, USA. And #ShowMeWhatDemocracyLooksLike as we invade every city hall all summer long.