Sometimes, when life is overwhelming, I look for help for random sequences of symbols to help me make sense of the story of my own life.
The seemingly painful part of the journey to find love is the truth that, “IS what one actually wants?”, is the actual question we seek to answer.
We all may have equality in love if we want to have and receive equality in love. Knowing what that means for the self is truly the most important thing to learn on any earth journey I’ve experienced to exist here on earth.
Once we find equality in the self, we find it in one another naturally.
Be in love. We meet and occupy together this planet in our extremities of connections. <3nikiV
#ListeningNow to Deep Poodcast (August`15) by Kate Savenko by Kate S. #np on #SoundCloud
Listen to DJ – Set (August`15) by Kate Savenko by Ekaterina Savenko #np on #SoundCloud
because everything you thought u knew about everything that you think you know about me . . . .
because nothing that you think i was experiencing was i actually in my perspective experiencing . . . .
because the moment we allow ourselves to be wholly open to the christ we do just become a fragment . . . .
because it doesn’t matter what happens next, if they aren’t shooting, chances are you get a new life and get to try again . . . .
Keep It Simple Smartie #findNikiV
Even if i was working on the most important thing in the world, the most scientifically advanced developments or the next best lipstick color or new band that is about to take the world by storm, that does not give this life a purpose that is meaningful in the context of this very vast cosmos.
Even if i do the best job I can and have the best child in the world and she does the most amazing things we do here on planet earth that still does not, it seems to me, to be a reason to justify the perpetual energy we put forth just to survive and have life on this planet. In the grand cosmos view of things, surely, this human experience we know here right now, like typing this thought out, has more to offer the universe than this?
Even if I think all this is futile and pointless, I’ll still keep trying until my daughter says I don’t have to help her future find a meaning more honoring of the cosmos than this human experience.
Really, why has earth spawned life at all?
tell the best stories.
love stories are best told in retrospect.
retrospecting the future is called a projection, and for that you need light.
and i have learned, sometimes its not good to let your light shine all in one place at one time.
i don’t quite understand that reality, i mean, i do understand what i just wrote and what that means, yet i do not understand why that is our reality because it shouldn’t have to be. imagine, what if we all did shine as brightly as possible all the time, whenever we wanted? i bet we wouldn’t have congress debating internet stuff again or #fuqafukushima would never have been thought of except as the bar of a first date in a really really really great syfy movie where in the midst of all this zombie apocalyptic shit going on, jesus came again — seriously, he was right there the whole time, right in YOUR own heart because that’s where he lives, right? you just haven’t let him shine out in the love, tolerance and compassion you KNOW he has for you.
oh, my. #BlackLivesReallyMatter or they do not. do something different this summer, why don’t you take a road trip to the “Show Me” state, Missouri, USA. And #ShowMeWhatDemocracyLooksLike as we invade every city hall all summer long.